cannot wait for my friends to come back, to go amsterdam, to get drunk all the time, to go festivals and get back on my deck for the first time properly in years, ill actually have time to do things and yeah ill miss you but i fucking miss skateboarding, i miss my guitar i miss sitting and reading a book, ive gave so much to you and its drained me, gotta start working out again and trying harder for myself because i deserve better than you youve given me and how you treat me, yes i love you, i always will but i can do better than someone who i mean nothing too and who treats me like im worthless